Sticking it out

I had another episode. How long has it been since I posted anything in this blog? Wow more than 45 days. I went out that night and got very drunk, well to be more clear - I drank for 3 days straight with some buddies. We kept hitting the strip joints then casinos and on and on. Of course I wasn't taking my medication during those 3 days and that was all it took to set me off. It wasn't long before I started seeing things. Apparently I started screaming in the casino in the middle of poker hand because there was a hippopotamus trying to attack me. You know hippos are the most dangerous animals in Africa and they are responsible for more deaths to humans than any other animal? I say that shit on the discovery channel or something and tv is usually the source of my hallucinations.

So I ended up in jail. I guess they called the cops and I punched one of them in the face. They apparently beat the living shit out of me in the casino and it was caught on security camera. I have yet to see the footage yet but apparently it exists. Maybe it will end up on youtube one day who knows. Anyways it took me a month to get friggin bailed out. I guess I don't have as many real friends as I thought I did. It was actually my boss that bailed me out finally and he has been a good friend since then and I finally confessed to him my medical condition and he said he is going to be my buddy and help me make sure I always take my meds and don't go off on another bender. He has a been a great friend during this time.

I just deleted my profile then canceled my account with the online dating site I was a member of. I have no idea what I may have said or not said to any of those women while I was in my fugue state. I definitely want to get going again with the whole online dating thing but I need to take some new pictures and then rejoin the site and then redo my profile and also browse through the site and send out some messages to girls that I like and I think are hot. I do know that there are a lot of hot girls that are constantly joining the site so that is a good thing. It allows me to start over and meet some new girls. I just watched the movie the messenger and it was really slow and depressing but good in a way. It was a study of the mind of a soldier kind of. It had a really weird soundtrack but Woody Harrelson was really good in it and so was the other dude.

I will update this blog again once I have done the above mentioned things and I have something interesting to report. Hopefully I can stay on track with things this time and go on some nice dates with some nice women. I heard there are 2 new restaurants that just opened downtown that I would like to check out. I really like French food and I think that one of the places is French so that is awesome. Talk to you all again very soon. Thanks for sticking it out with me