Are muscles on a chick sexy?

I never ended up getting together with that girl Jackie again because she sent me some psycho email and I just got totally freaked out by the whole situation. I did get some red flags from her earlier in my other date but I didn't write about it last week. The whole "incident" as I now refer to it is over... my lawyer got the charges dropped and he said if I would pursue a civil lawsuit they would reinstate the charges so I obviously can't do that. Well I could do that, but I would go to jail probably for a few months but I would be able to sue them and get some money IF I win. That is a big IF and I am too much of a pussy to go to jail so I am just going to put the whole thing behind me and make sure I keep taking my meds which I have been. I did miss one day and I felt a bit odd and I could of sworn there was a dog following me, talking to me, but I went home took my meds and when I woke up the next day the dog was gone, if it was there at all to begin with. So that's basically it for that, my boss is treating me like less of a freak lately which has been nice because I was not really enjoying him looking over my shoulder all the time.

As far as women go, I had been getting discouraged but then I said fuck this and I sat down all diligent and shit and I spent about 3 hours going through the online dating website and sending out messages to all kinds of girls. It does take a long time to read each girl's profile because you can't just send out a generic message to them like Hi there you look like an interesting woman, I would love to hear back from you. You also can't say stuff like Hi there you look like my type, do I look like your type? Please read my profile and let me know. No no that shit does not work, what you have to do is read their profile in depth and then you have to address the shit they put in there. You have to see what you have in common by comparing your profile with theirs and when you find a match you have to comment on it. You can't come off as desperate or needy because they will just ignore you. The whole goal is to get a decent message back. I like to use the words interesting and intriguing. If you say hi sexy or you look hot or really if you mention their physical appearance at all it usually turns them off.

I have had some decent results from it. I am talking to 4 different girls right now and the thing that pisses me off is that I can't remember what each one likes or dislikes. I think I need to create like a excel file or something with each girl listed and all the specifics on them so I can refer to it when I am chatting with them. Another thing I have noticed is that the photos girls put up can be totally deceptive. What I mean by this is that it seems all women have this built in ability to pose in a way to hide their bad features. The most common thing I am encountering is women who appear to be lean but then when I meet them they are chubby or down right fat. That shit really pisses me off. One girl I am chatting with is kind of muscular and she works out everyday of the week. It is hard to tell from her pics how nice her body will look in real life but at least I can see she isn't fat. I might meet her and think eww having muscles is gross because I am usually attracted to feminine women. She works really close to where I live so I am going to go meet her on her lunch hour sometime.