I am pretty sure that Katalina is a vampire. She has pale skin and she is incredibly strong both sexually and physically. I only see her at night. She only has red wine at her place, the blinds are always drawn and the place smells exotically wonderful and weird. Sometimes when we are having sex, the way she breathes sounds like a demon... or more like I can hear hundreds of different voices so very faint. Almost as if I can only hear them with my subconscious. When I walk with her, just the way she strides she seems so very sexy and confident. I can only assume this is the confidence of being an immortal 500+ year old nocturnal entity.
The dreams began the day after we met. She consumed my thoughts and was the main theme of every dream I had. I wake up with shivers every night. The lack of sleep is messing with my mind. I wonder if she knows I have this blog. I don't know if vampires are internet savvy or not.
Even when I am awake she is occupying my mind. I don't know what I am going to do. I think I am falling in love with her but what is going to happen in the end. All good things must come to an end. Nothing good lasts forever. Every thing that shimmers in this world is sure to fade.
What happens when she gets tired of me, or gets mad at me for something. Will she bite me and turn me into a vampire also? Is that something that I want? Immortality would be nice. Super strength, hearing, perception, vision sure would be nice. That would mean that I would need to feed though and I don't even want to go down that road.
She wants me to come over tonight and of course I am going. I believe that it is my destiny to be with her. I think we are destined to be together in immortal love.
Thursday, December 10. 2009
very strange night
Let me tell you about the date I went on with Katalina on Friday. If you recall I went and got a haircut and made sure I looked ok before going on my date with her. I took her to that restaurant I had mentioned and the food was really good. None of the books I read about dating helped much but I did find a few websites that told me what to talk about and more importantly what not to talk about on a first date.
Let me share with you what I learned and how it all went.
The first thing I learned was to ask a lot of questions. The more she talks about herself the better. Even when she asks you a question, try and reply in the form of a question.
Talk about family. Ask her questions about her family. Did she come from a big or a small family? Does she want a family? Did she enjoy growing up in her household around her family?
Tell jokes and be funny. When a woman is not talking, then she better be laughing.
Test and see how intelligent she is by talking about complex subjects probably starting with science and moving your way down to art eventually. Her replies will give you a good gauge on how soon you will get bored with her brain. jk.
Talk about yourself. You are probably thinking right now this doesn't make any sense... women don't want to hear a man go on and on about himself... but you are wrong cuz they do. The sooner you tell them about your likes and dislikes the sooner you can determine if there is a match between you. When I read this part I was skeptical but when I tried it on my date it worked well and I found out while we do have some things in common, we also had a lot of differences.
Exhibiting good taste. It seems that women prefer men who are somewhat cultured and who can appreciate the finer things in life and be able to recognize and comment on them.
Sex. Do not talk about it unless she brings it up first. You do not want to appear like most guys and come off as desperate.
So that is all the shit I learned and read online before I went on the date with Katalina and I think it helped a lot. We talked about a lot of stuff over dinner and thanks to using the system above I was able to find out pretty much everything I needed to know about her. By the end of dinner I already knew so much about her past and also about her personality and her likes and dislikes. I was thinking about the summary of all parts and I wasn't sure if this girl was going to be good long term material for me or not. I was thinking that maybe we didn't have enough in common and wasn't sure how long the magic would last.
She asked if I would like to come over to her place after dinner for a nightcap etc. I said ok and we proceeded to her place. Like I said before, she has two young kids and when we got to her place she said they were sleeping at it was no problem. We could chill out in the basement. She poured me a drink and we sat on the couch and we were chatting about bs nothing when all of a sudden she switched the conversation to sex. I was like hmmm should I bite or should I leave it alone. The next thing I know we are talking about all of our sexual preferences etc and because I had told her that I like blowjobs she said to me near the end. How about I give you a quick bj before you leave and I actually replied "what?" "what did you just say?" and she actually repeated it and I was like omg didn't see this coming. She totally surprised me but what was I supposed to say or do... I was like ok and she leaned over and unzipped my pants. It was a good night and I still am not sure how to interpret this. I have chatted a few times with her since then and she definitely wants to get together with me again but for some reason my gut is telling me she may not be the one so I am not in a rush to hang out with her again until I sort things out.
Let me share with you what I learned and how it all went.
The first thing I learned was to ask a lot of questions. The more she talks about herself the better. Even when she asks you a question, try and reply in the form of a question.
Talk about family. Ask her questions about her family. Did she come from a big or a small family? Does she want a family? Did she enjoy growing up in her household around her family?
Tell jokes and be funny. When a woman is not talking, then she better be laughing.
Test and see how intelligent she is by talking about complex subjects probably starting with science and moving your way down to art eventually. Her replies will give you a good gauge on how soon you will get bored with her brain. jk.
Talk about yourself. You are probably thinking right now this doesn't make any sense... women don't want to hear a man go on and on about himself... but you are wrong cuz they do. The sooner you tell them about your likes and dislikes the sooner you can determine if there is a match between you. When I read this part I was skeptical but when I tried it on my date it worked well and I found out while we do have some things in common, we also had a lot of differences.
Exhibiting good taste. It seems that women prefer men who are somewhat cultured and who can appreciate the finer things in life and be able to recognize and comment on them.
Sex. Do not talk about it unless she brings it up first. You do not want to appear like most guys and come off as desperate.
So that is all the shit I learned and read online before I went on the date with Katalina and I think it helped a lot. We talked about a lot of stuff over dinner and thanks to using the system above I was able to find out pretty much everything I needed to know about her. By the end of dinner I already knew so much about her past and also about her personality and her likes and dislikes. I was thinking about the summary of all parts and I wasn't sure if this girl was going to be good long term material for me or not. I was thinking that maybe we didn't have enough in common and wasn't sure how long the magic would last.
She asked if I would like to come over to her place after dinner for a nightcap etc. I said ok and we proceeded to her place. Like I said before, she has two young kids and when we got to her place she said they were sleeping at it was no problem. We could chill out in the basement. She poured me a drink and we sat on the couch and we were chatting about bs nothing when all of a sudden she switched the conversation to sex. I was like hmmm should I bite or should I leave it alone. The next thing I know we are talking about all of our sexual preferences etc and because I had told her that I like blowjobs she said to me near the end. How about I give you a quick bj before you leave and I actually replied "what?" "what did you just say?" and she actually repeated it and I was like omg didn't see this coming. She totally surprised me but what was I supposed to say or do... I was like ok and she leaned over and unzipped my pants. It was a good night and I still am not sure how to interpret this. I have chatted a few times with her since then and she definitely wants to get together with me again but for some reason my gut is telling me she may not be the one so I am not in a rush to hang out with her again until I sort things out.
Thursday, December 3. 2009
Success is mine!
Hello everyone. I am happy to report that I have a date lined up for tomorrow night. Her name is Katalina and she is 35 years old and she is also divorced. She said that she has a daughter and that her daughter lives with her. I have no problem dating someone with kids, I mean I have kids myself and even though I don't have custody of them anymore I am not bitter and I am down with dating someone who has kids themselves. She is an accountant and works at a small firm. She seems like a nice girl who just got caught up with some deadbeat and now has a kid to show for it.
I plan on taking her tomorrow to a restaurant called Lagniappe Brasserie which is this awesome French place I have been eager to go check out. I really need to take my car to the shop though because it is making this clicking sound in the engine. But I don't think I am going to have a chance to do this before our date tomorrow night. I am just going to have to lie and tell her that it just happened this morning or something.
I am pretty nervous about this date and I am going to get a fresh haircut in an hour or so from now and I have some nice clothes picked out for the date. I have been reading some online guides to dating and what I should and should not be asking or revealing on date one etc etc. I will let you guys know how this initial date goes.
I am still chatting with a couple of young girls on msn and doing the whole webcam thing with them. I am amazed at how horny and crazy these young girls are. I think that they would be fun to hang out with sometime but I don't know about any of them being potential candidates for a long term relationship. That's it for now, will post again after my dade with Katalina.
I plan on taking her tomorrow to a restaurant called Lagniappe Brasserie which is this awesome French place I have been eager to go check out. I really need to take my car to the shop though because it is making this clicking sound in the engine. But I don't think I am going to have a chance to do this before our date tomorrow night. I am just going to have to lie and tell her that it just happened this morning or something.
I am pretty nervous about this date and I am going to get a fresh haircut in an hour or so from now and I have some nice clothes picked out for the date. I have been reading some online guides to dating and what I should and should not be asking or revealing on date one etc etc. I will let you guys know how this initial date goes.
I am still chatting with a couple of young girls on msn and doing the whole webcam thing with them. I am amazed at how horny and crazy these young girls are. I think that they would be fun to hang out with sometime but I don't know about any of them being potential candidates for a long term relationship. That's it for now, will post again after my dade with Katalina.
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