I am much better now

Well it is now 2010 and I am feeling better. No more bad dreams and no more dillusions of vampires. I am back on my meds now and I am feeling great. The voices are gone and the imaginary people are gone. I am back to the old me which feels good. When I don't take my meds I start to have issues. I realized I can't continue to talk to any of the girls I met on the online dating site before when I wasn't on my meds because I don't remember what crazy stuff I might have said to them and I don't want to look like an idiot or scare any females.

I have been going through the online dating site and I updated my profile because I had some weird stuff written in there which is why I was attracting weird girls. Now I have a much more conservative profile so I expect to get some decent responses from normal women who are looking for a relationship.

I am not really looking for a relationship like I said before. I am not in a rush to get into another relationship but that doesn't matter when it comes to online dating. You can't find any decent girls by putting up a profile that says you are looking for something casual. All the best girls online are looking for long term relationships so you have to play ball and go along with it. You have to say in your profile that you are looking to meet someone long term otherwise you don't get any replies. The females know this too which is why they put they are looking for a relationship too. Can you imagine how many messages they would get if they advertised that they just wanted casual encounters with random men?

It is not hard to pick out the good girls from the bad girls or the girls with issues I should say. I have gone through earlier today and found what I believe to be good girls and sent lots of messages. I expect to get some good replies back today tomorrow and the next day. I am anxious to start chatting with some new girls.