vampires

I am pretty sure that Katalina is a vampire. She has pale skin and she is incredibly strong both sexually and physically. I only see her at night. She only has red wine at her place, the blinds are always drawn and the place smells exotically wonderful and weird. Sometimes when we are having sex, the way she breathes sounds like a demon... or more like I can hear hundreds of different voices so very faint. Almost as if I can only hear them with my subconscious. When I walk with her, just the way she strides she seems so very sexy and confident. I can only assume this is the confidence of being an immortal 500+ year old nocturnal entity.

The dreams began the day after we met. She consumed my thoughts and was the main theme of every dream I had. I wake up with shivers every night. The lack of sleep is messing with my mind. I wonder if she knows I have this blog. I don't know if vampires are internet savvy or not.

Even when I am awake she is occupying my mind. I don't know what I am going to do. I think I am falling in love with her but what is going to happen in the end. All good things must come to an end. Nothing good lasts forever. Every thing that shimmers in this world is sure to fade.

What happens when she gets tired of me, or gets mad at me for something. Will she bite me and turn me into a vampire also? Is that something that I want? Immortality would be nice. Super strength, hearing, perception, vision sure would be nice. That would mean that I would need to feed though and I don't even want to go down that road.

She wants me to come over tonight and of course I am going. I believe that it is my destiny to be with her. I think we are destined to be together in immortal love.